Safety – NOUN
- The condition of being protected from or unlikely to cause danger, risk, or injury.
1.1 Denoting something designed to prevent injury or damage: ‘a safety barrier’ ‘a safety helmet’…
Or a Safety Map…
What are we talking about when we discuss safety and when we create a safety map exploring LGBT hate crime in a city? I approached this weekend with hesitancy and apprehension, not wanting to engage in a process that was going to spread or escalate fear amongst a community, not fully sure how I felt about the police and their role in this; and I leave it with questions and complexity surrounding visibility and risk, and a greater understanding of the need to raise awareness of hate crime.
The task: to ask people to mark on a map places where they don’t feel safe, or where they have experienced something negative like anti-social behaviour or hate crime (red threads); to ask them to mark places where they do feel safe/positive spaces (gold threads); and to find out about the LGBT history of Brighton and mark some places on the map that aren’t their any more (grey threads).
It was important to me to ask people about the positive sides of the city as well as the negative. It we were just to build up a map including all of the places where something negative has happened to an LGBT person would this increase safety? Perhaps we would have a wider awareness of the scale of harassment in Brighton. The police would gain information for their records, which would hopefully lead to greater protection for LGBT people. But what does safety mean to the individuals. What is at risk? What is the danger?
It worries me that many people live everyday hiding parts of who they are in public, perceiving this to be important for their safety. But is this kind of life and way of living a dangerous one? When we are denying ourselves the right to be who we are in public, are we risking happiness, fulfillment, the opportunity to flourish?
“When one lives as a body that suffers misrecognition, perhaps insult or harassment, cultural prejudice, economic discrimination, police violence or psychiatric pathologisation, that leads to a derealised way of living in the world, a way of living in the shadows, not as a human subject but as a phantasm. Someone else’s phantasm but you’re living it.” Judith Butler talking at Gender Trouble, Teatro Maria Matos, Lisbon, June 2015.
Where do we draw the line between visibility and risk? Between self expression and safety? How is this different for different people? How is it different for each of us at different times, depending on how we feel, where our confidence levels are, where we are in the world, what time of the month it is, what happened to us last time we went out in public, how long we have been presenting ourself in a particular way, who we have around us etc etc etc…? Continue reading